Journal of a Lost Soul Part CDXLII

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It all starts again the fun of work and the fun of the petty politics of trivial things. Though it seams to be a long time since I have been there even if I’ve only had one day off. It has helped we had a friend visit here this weekend which took my mind off work and the worries that go with it.

Yesterday may have been a quiet day but I managed to start writing and working on a role-playing background which was a very pleasant experience after the last few weeks.

Only thing that really annoys me currently I am being forced into something I really do not want to be involved with as in previous years the task in question has always been associated with great and unneeded stress. But as always I will have to get involved.

So another week starts with faint hope things only get better!

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We Now Need Forgiveness to be Human!

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A comment on another social web site I am on about that some of victims relatives and friends forgave the Co-Pilot for crashing the Airliner in the Alps last week got me really thinking about the way our world has gone.

I thought just why did the guy in question need forgiveness for his actions as after all it was the fact he was ill with depression at the time which always clouds the judgement of the suffer. What he is may have been wrong in so much he involved other people in his suicide but the reasons behind it as someone who suffers depression can understand why he did what he did.

But the point made by the person on the social web side was simply that in our modern world it seams we have to forgive people because they are not perfect which anyone with basic understanding of human beings is such pointless thing to do.

After all our very nature and what makes us human beings in the first place is our imperfections in the first place so why do we need to be forgiven for something which makes us or us. So forgiving the Co-Pilot for his actions seams a bit pointless and denies our true nature.

But as always such sentiments once again indicates just how the modern world has started to disconnect people from what they truly are replacing it with unrealistic view of ourselves which is impossible to live up to as it is too perfect and unrealistic.

Much as always it shows just how mad our modern world has become!

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Being Told We Are All Stupid!

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My experience of the modern world currently is that I am being told I am stupid by those who really know nothing or claim to be experts. This is in everywhere from the media to my peers and it is a constant stream to a point it is suffocating especially to someone like myself.

It stuck me it is an epidemic in our society as a whole which allows people who know nothing or claim to be experts to dictate to everyone else even those who are real experts which they belittle in the hope they say anything or catch them out.

It is a sad fact we allow these people to tell us what to do even believe they are the only ones who can rescue our world. But the truth is it is high time we stopped listening to them and start to listen to those people who are the true experts and humanists of the world.

Once we stop listening to them the world will become a better place and the world as a whole will start to move on.

Add to all this I am far from stupid and intelligent enough to scare there people to a point I am a threat to them and they have to put me down just in case I show them up!

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The Biggest Irony of UKIP!

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I think most people have missed the biggest irony of UKIP and reason why it is having any success here in the United Kingdom because of the extremists elsewhere in the world. Hence why UKIP want to increase the defence budget here to protect the country from these so called extremists.

But the biggest irony is that UKIP itself is an extremest party itself especially with it politics in so much regardless of what they say publicity to gain votes, they are a party who bases it whole policies on an anti immigrant, anti Muslim and homophobic stance.

Anyone who has modicum of intelligence would realised that this is extremist along the lines of the National socialists of 1930s Germany. But as always modern people are blinded by the media which largely glosses over these policies of UKIP. All this helped by an Establishment here in United Kingdom which shares some of their views.

Wake up people to the extremists among us here within the United Kingdom especially in UKIP which are the real extremists we should be worried about as it will be them who will pose a threat to our democracy not the extremists in the Middle East.

As I said the biggest irony of UKIP they are the extremists here in the United Kingdom who are fooling people they have the best interests of the country but in reality all they want to do is peddle their own form of extremism in the form of hate and bigotry!

But I suspect it is more because they have rattled the main Political Parties who seam to have no answer to his very existence and they seam incapable themselves to form new and viable policies themselves especially the Conservatives and Labour!

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Shallower and Shallower!

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After the last week what has become very apparent to me is just how false and shallow our Western World has become more interested in money, status and power and less interested in the actual people which make up society itself.

Strangely the people around me accept this as normal even buy into it totally regardless of the negative effect it has on themselves and the world around them. Though I am not surprised as those who benefit from this false and shallow world use the media extensively to push forward this world as a utopia for all.

In the end if we continue in this path it will mean eventual destruction of Western Society from the inside as it will collapse from the inside. We are already seeing the first signs of this collapse in so much Western Society has stopped moving forward socially, scientifically and technologically!

My personal view is that the Western World does not have to be like this as regardless to those people who promote this false and shallow world would like people to believe as people still have the ability to say no and think for themselves even on an individual level.

I know that thinking for yourself and saying no is hard work or some people but in the end it is very rewarding as it usually leads to a far more fulfilling life in the end even in a world which tries to stop you following such a path.

In conclusion regardless of those people who promote the modern false and shallow world we all have the power to change our lives in a direction we want it to go even with the constraints of the modern Western World. Plus if enough people do the same we can change the world even for the better!

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Journal of a Lost Soul Part CDXLI

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I have just had a wonderful two days suffering a wonderful cold which has meant I have been sneezing and coping with a very runny nose. It has meant the last few days have been a little of a trial in so much feeling ill and achy while at work makes things very difficult to do. But as always I soldiered threw though I did not do as much as I would of liked to get done at work.

One good thing which has come from the discussion with store manager about another manager is that I am less worried about the other manager in question. Basically they can carry on their bad attitude and management hurting others but now it will stop hurting me as clearing the air has made me feel far more stronger and able to cope with their actions. I should of really said something earlier regardless it may of damaged a career which frankly is only means to earn money and not my life.

The fact my current job is only an end to means to make a living makes things so much easier and less stressful in my life plus means I really do not care if I have to move on with the better job. Tough what it does not mean I will do the minimum at the job as I am professional enough to always put 100% into my job.

Outside of work life is starting to settle down again even moving forward as my partner medical problems are finally being addressed by the doctors something long over due. Add to this I am starting to write and think again though slowly currently.

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Depression: The Sad Case!

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The sad case of the German Co-Pilot who recently crashed his plane in the Swiss Alps killing all on board all because he felt he had to hide his depression because he believed he had to hide his depression because he could of lost his job.

So in the end a lot of people needlessly died because of peoples fear of depression which meant the Co-Pilot felt he had to hide it. This is fundamentally wrong on so many levels as it highlights the continued discrimination and fear around mental illness. So in the end rather than helping it puts up barriers against helping people with mental health and implies that people with mental illness cannot work and function in normal society.

Those of us who suffer depression know we can function perfectly normal and work as hard as so called normal people especially if we get the right help to live with our depression be it therapy or even anti-depressants.

But once again this whole sad event has highlighted that our society at all levels from the ivory towers of governments and corporations down to the individual need to really start to think how how we deal with mental illness, especially depression. That is rather than treating people with mental illness as outsiders best locked away but as real people who have an illness after all the same people do not treat people with physical illness in the same way.

Time people stop treating mental illness and it suffers as evil and failures!

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