A Much Needed Release!

At the moment blogging is giving me that much needed release from my depression and my frustration about the world around me caused by it. It is currently stopping me feeling trapped in a job with some people I really do not want to be associated with as it gives my a vent for my frustration and release the feelings.

It giving me a voice something which has been suppressed by my depression and those around me who have taken advantage, most of the time unknowingly on their part, of it to suppress me and keep me quiet.

But now I have a voice and release I am going to use it to change my life, keep me sane and voice my dissatisfaction of what is going on around me in the world around me!

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: If you are interested in my small social network just follow the link to On the Other Side!.

Blogging Can be a Lonely Past Time!

I know blogging is good for my depression but it does have a paradox as far as I am concerned as when I blog I sit in front of a computer alone writing the blog entries themselves. All not helped that I have no real connection with the people who read my blog other than the blog entries themselves.

This is a paradox which sometimes gives me a problems with blogging and writing in general is this remoteness and the fact I have to sit in front of the computer alone regardless of the fact both can make a connection to someone out there that is the words themselves I write down on the screen or paper.

It is one of the things which makes blogging and the process of writing difficult for me this remoteness but I have to use a force of will to sit down and write when I am in the mood or the inspiration strikes me. Luckily because of my depression the one thing I do have in abundance is a force of will and strength of character to get over this paradox!

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: If you are interested in my small social network just follow the link to On the Other Side!.