Archive for the ‘Thoughts’ Category

Surrounding Yourself!

Posted: 19 December, 2017 in Life, Thoughts

What is becoming very clear to myself about my life I need to start to surround myself which people who stretch my imagination, creativity and experience of life as it is the only way I can move on with my life. It is becoming more urgent as time is going on as I am starting to feel that my life is spiralling away from me and going nowhere fast.

Though how I actually do this is going to be difficult part as currently I really do not want to leave the house because of my depression and anxiety about life in general. It is going to take a lot for me to get myself going though it should get easier as Spring arrives next year and Christmas has been finished with. Mid-Winter is never a good time to start to change your life especially when the world is cold and days are short as my depression is always far too active.

But it is something I need to do along with removing those people around me which are toxic and hold me back as they have blighted my life far too much.

The first step of this process is to start to talk to people especially friends again as for last few months I have not wanted to connect or talk to any more even friends!

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I had one of those crazy thoughts while doing the washing up and I wanted to ask just crazy people thought it was!

The thought was what if I learnt to be a traditional story teller that is someone who stands up in front of people and tells stories though not a children’s story teller as that has been done already.

This idea came to my head because I remembered such a story teller in a festival in village I used to lived in plus it would fit my new persona the Steam Powered Story Teller so well.

So what you people think?

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I have to smile to myself as those people tell their stories of their travels around the world all very interesting in itself but something sadly I am unlikely to do as I will never have enough money do do so.

But I consul myself as always with my imagination something I have used since my childhood and something my adulthood life tried to knock out of me with little success. It is still as active now as ever it has been if anything better now with my long experience of life and help of lot of memories.

I can travel and I have travelled wondrous and fantastical worlds of my imagination since my childhood sadly something I could never share with anyone else though when I discovered Role-Playing I discovered I could. I also found I could travel other peoples wondrous and fantastical worlds of others.

I suspect there are those people out there who will find this a strange view to have even childish and escapist from reality but what I do is no different to what writers to though the only difference most of my worlds only exist in my mind and not in he form of worlds.

Though after I discovered Role-Playing I finally got a way to put these wondrous and fantastical worlds into words giving them some form in the real world. Something I have not done in years but something I want to start again after a long break due to the stress of real life something I now started to put into preservative.

I may never travel the so called real world but I can travel the byways of my mind and imagination hopefully by Role-Playing even writing share with others.

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Shooting People with Words!

Posted: 13 June, 2015 in Life, Thoughts

I think I have to remind people out in that big world of ours that the words have always and will always be for effective than any weapon including a gun.

Word are far more effective at cutting than any sword will ever do!

Words will kill someone far more effectively than any gun will ever do!

Time and time again our history is littered with people who used words and not weapons to change the world far more effectively. As words spread ideas unlike weapons which kill ideas in the end.

I always feel sorry for those people who hide behind guns to spread their ideas as the gun invalidates their ideas as they need it to use force to make their point. Words do not need a gun to back it up as the idea especially if the idea is a powerful on in the first place.

Personally I have found those who have to backup their ideas with gun, sword and the such are cowards as if their arguments were strong enough for scrutiny by others all they would need are words!

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The Doubled Edge Sword of Writing!

Posted: 22 February, 2015 in Life, Thoughts

At the moment writing is a double edge sword as far as I’m concerned as it both connects me to the world around me through my writing. But it also disconnects me from the world as I have to sit in front of my laptop to write which means I tend to be apart from the world outside as it is something you have to do alone.

So in the end my writing has become a double edged sword as it both connects and disconnects me from the world at the same time a paradox which can be difficult for myself to resolve. It does have a strange effect after I have achieved something writing I never feels like I have actually done anything.

I suppose it is the nature of writing and I as per usual over thinking things plus something I will have to reconcile one day.

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A Thought On Being Unique!

Posted: 23 July, 2014 in Life, Thoughts

It is good to be unique and an individual but it is even better being unique and an individual with social conscience and thought for others!

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A sense of Wonder is properly the best thing to hold on to as we grow up as it makes life so much better later in life!

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