Writing Keeps Me Sane!

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In these difficult times both at work and world around me the only thing we is keeping me sane and keeps me going is my writing. As without my writing there would be no way to allow those emotions which would fester and aggravate my depression would go bouncing around my head getting worse.

It is ironic when times in the world get difficult it can also be in a weird way be inspiration for writing currently especially with myself and my role-playing games. Now it would be nice to find a real focus for this creativity in a more positive way to counteract the negative world around us currently.

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Frustration Turning Into Anger!

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As the days turn into weeks since the EU Referendum here in the United Kingdom and nothing has been done either way other than those responsible running away from the mess they created and those in power just seem to be lost what to do next!

Add to this only hope for the country, one Mr Corbyn and a real left-wing party, who could unite the country and finally take if forward to a new brighter future is being attacked by an establishment out of fear that they will lose their power and the people finally will not need them any more.

This an unrelenting attack on Mr Corbyn which now threaten the very basis of our democracy, freedom and the very unity of the country itself. It is fast turning from a battle of a popular Labour leader against those Labour MPs who have sided with the establishment against their own socialist principles to a battle for Britain itself.

It is quickly turning into a battle between the people and the very people who rule them in Parliament and the elite within the establishment and British society. It is starting to overshadow Brexit the very cause which started this whole sorry affair.

In the end this battle between the Labour voters who voted in the very Labour MPs they voted in not accepting the leader they selected for the Labour Party. Basically those Labour MPs who are opposing Mr Corbyn as leader of their party are showing a disrespect to both their own voters and very process they claim to support that is democracy.

As I can see it if Mr Corbyn loses and the rebel Labour MPs it will be last nail in the great cornerstone of what made the United Kingdom great and well respected in the world that is our Democracy. It will mean the establishment and the MPs within Parliament will become even more remote and ineffective as a government only catering to a elite and privileged few within British society and we can kiss our democracy, freedoms and tolerant society good-bye.

Those of you who out there who say this is a grim and dark future if Mr Corbyn loses have not been watching recent events here in the United Kingdom in so much the systematic removal of our rights, including human rights, in the name of security and business; the growing gap between the rich and poor; systematic vilifying of the disabled, unemployed and poor and growing right-wing press run by moguls who spout right-wing, bigoted and government propaganda as the truth.

As the weeks go on after the EU Referendum my frustration with what is happening here in the United Kingdom politically, socially and morally is turning into a real anger at people around me and the country as a whole.

I used to be proud to be British and English but after recent events I am now ashamed to be British and even more ashamed to be born an Englishman. Our behaviour as a country and people has been shameful and not that of real British and Englishman which is to knuckle down and get things sorted out rather than blame everyone for our problems as we do now!

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Trapped In A Dark Place!

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After the events of the past few weeks and other things I have had a growing feeling I am trapped in a dark place with no real visible way out!

I know I must start to change things around me as if I do not it will finally overwhelm me to a point it will destroy who I could become.

But I have no real idea how change things or who to ask to help me!
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A Strange Idea Thrown At Me!

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Recently a number of friends on the various social web sites have comment that I should write a novel or generally take my writing more seriously. Something I never thought of doing mostly because I never had the confidence to write anything even here on my journal.

Add to this I have come from a more scientific academic background and worked with computers most of my life which far from encourages creative writing but a very analytical way of creating things.

But some people out there actually have more faith in me than I do in myself and suggested that I should write more seriously, one even suggested I write a novel. It is very gratifying that someone has that much faith in my creative side.

Though I do have one thing on my side in so much I have started to running Role-Playing Games again very successfully in so much the players have enjoyed the games I have created to a point they are looking forward to the next sessions of the games to see what is going to happen next.

Basically it seams I have a knack of creating and weaving a Role-Playing plots which can hold the interest of the players which is something I would need to do if I were to start to write more seriously.

It is getting to a point that I should think more seriously about writing taking full advantage of the storytelling experience when creating and running Role-Playing games.

I certainly should start small and continue writing the snippets of stories which appear in my other blog to get the confidence writing plus get some more running Role-Playing games under my belt before I move on.

It might help also that I find courses on creative writing which suit the way I do things and give me firmer basis how to write which was never given me when I was in school when it was really needed.

Finally I have to start reading a lot again to give my imagination enough exercise again after the last few years of being in the desert as far as being creative.

So it is time for me to start to seriously thinking about this as I have said some of my friends think I could actually do it!

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A Bitter Pill To Take!

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I woke up this morning to the bitterest pill I ever had to take in my life with the result of EU Referendum here in the United Kingdom which was for Leave the EU.

It was really a roller-coaster of feeling this morning which ranged from despair, fear to anger at my fellow countrymen here in England being so stupid to destroy the country and plunge it into economic turmoil simply because of fear of immigration and out-dated patriotism come nationalism.

Then as I walked into work I started to think that it exactly what I needed in my life to finally move on to better things and the world is my oyster. If the people around me have decided as a country to move backwards that I do not have to do the same but turn a something potentially bad into an opportunity to grow and move onto better things.

I will admit it is a very scary prospect currently but in the end it will mean I finally move on something even better and break me out of a rut my life has become.

There has been one good thing come out of today is that I am stronger than I think I am and for the first time in my life I never been so sure about something in so much leaving the EU is worse thing this country has ever done and I am not afraid to stand up and say it!

Unlike England and it’s people who live under a media driven fear of immigrants and terrorist, I have moved froward towards a life not blighted by fear but a more positive life of passion and a real belief in myself.

It may been a bitter pill to take this morning but it may in the end the biggest opportunity in my life which I should grasp with both hands.

The most surprising thing is at the end of the day I may be very angry with my fellow countryman but I am very upbeat about my future!

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Something I Thought I Never Do!

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I will do something in the Local Elections here in the United Kingdom I never thought I would do in my life time and that is actually vote Labour!

All because I am for the second time over my life time the first under Mrs Thatcher and now under Mr Cameron I am witnessing my country being destroyed by a Conservative Party which puts the rich, business and their own power at the expense of the people of this country.

We as a country were damaged beyond repair during Mrs Thatcher’s Government which destroyed all of our heavy industry and sense of a community resulting in a country which put the individual and making money before people!

This job is finally being finished by Mr Cameron’s Government who is destroying our NHS, Education System and even Social Support systems to help those in our society who are vulnerable, that is the old, disabled, mentally ill and those who have lost their jobs due to the economic disaster of Mr Cameron’s United Kingdom.

After being lied to by the Conservatives again and again over the past 20 years with false promises who always said my life would be better because of their policies to find thank to the Conservatives in real terms my Utilities Bill have doubled, my wages have halved and my prospects of actually retiring with decent Pension gone!

Now I am angry Ex-Conservative and Ex-Liberal Democrat voter who wants to make the point I am not happy with both the Conservative and Liberal Democrats, their lap-dogs, who in past 10 years rather than making the United Kingdom a better place to live and work but turned the country into a hive of racism, bigotry against any one who is different and a country who thinks it quite acceptable to look down on people who are disables, mentally ill, poor and unemployed!

So in the end I will vote Labour though Mr Corbyn may not be the messiah to save the country and he does lead a party which still too full of New Labour MPs, slightly left-wing Conservatives or false Labour, but he has one thing that all other Party Leaders do not have he has the balls to speak his mind and actually believes what he says.

I urge everyone else to do the same in the local elections here in the United Kingdom so we the people here in the United Kingdom can send a message to Mr Cameron, the Conservatives and the Establishment we are not happy with them and if they do not shape up we will vote them out come the next General Election.

This message needs to be sent or the Conservatives will destroy the United Kingdom!

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The Wonderful British Public!

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Myself I am just wondering at what point will the British Public going to act?

After all the government is currently destroying our NHS, destroying our School System, marginalizing disabled people and even attacking our Human Rights by potentially opting out of the European Court of Human Rights.

And the large majority of the British Public seam to be very happy to let this happen thinking everything in this country is just fine, as always those are people who do not currently need help from the State!

I feel sorry for them as when they need help from the State because they have had an accident to find there is no free medical service or they lose their job and find they are marginalized by the people around them who will treat them as scum and scroungers!

All I will say to them is I and others told you so and we did tell you but you chose not to listen!

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