Chronicles of a Steam Powered Storyteller Part LIII

Posted: 15 April, 2018 in Journal, Life

In the end it looks like the headache is going to take a long time to go and highly likely return when I go back to work because of the toxic world around me which there seams no real escape from. I keep trying to move forward but the oppressive and negative world around me in the end always puts me in a mood of disrepair and get me think why should I bother as nothing will come from what I do.

So in the end I do nothing but feel bad both mentally and physically to a point of wondering if life itself is really worth the effort. This never helps my depression if anything makes it worse.

But the one thing that always keeps me going is that constant thought deep within my own mind which always stops me giving up. A thought that giving up would be the wrong thing to do and the world can be changed even if it my own intimidate world. At the moment half of my trouble I cannot drag these thoughts deep from my mind.

So as always I plod on.

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal miscellany of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to The Abode of The Steam Powered Story Teller.

Please Note: If you are interested in my new venture a local role-playing group specialising in story telling systems just follow the link to The Enlightened Company of Role-Players of Stafford.

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