After a careless remark which has tweaked my depression big time to a point that it almost ruined last night at the role-playing game and certainly ruined this morning, I have spent the morning writing. It may not be the best I have written but it has released much of the issues the depression and made me feel much better in myself.
Though I suspect that few people around me will fail to understand why writing helps me but it gives me a much needed release for my anger, frustrations and hurt which if left inside my head would end up festering. This as always ending up with me feeling far worse and down on the way down into the dark place called my depression.
Not all has been bad in my life currently as now I have new focus outside of work in the form of a Role-Playing Group locally which is certainly inspiring me to write and create for role-playing games. Add to this it is a very positive aspect to my life which is much needed currently with all that is going on around me.
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