It is turning up to be one of those mornings when my depression robs me of the ability to actually feel happy even enjoy the fact that regardless of the few usual issues everyone has with life that my life is relatively good currently.
What ever I do this morning nothing is going to satisfy me or even make me feel remotely happy as if such feelings have left my repertoire of feelings I can have. It always end up with myself feeling disconnected to the world around me and only going through the motions of living and being a human being.
There is no real reason this morning why I should feel like this as I enjoyed a role-playing game last night which only thing it did was to make myself over tired last night which lead to an accident in the kitchen due to it.
So today in the end is a matter of living and working through the day in the hope I can pull my mood up as hopefully work will keep me occupied enough to forget these feelings.
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