It has been one of those months so far when I wonder if everything worth it even getting up for the morning. It is can be likened to loss of faith of the world around me from society to the political system I live under currently. It is making work and generally doing anything very difficult at the moment to a point I simply want to give up and hide.
It may be my depression but I also think it is also frustration of I world I see around me which is so full of hate, bigotry and hypocrisy which I feel so powerless to do anything about. It has started to grind me down to a point I really do not want to be part of a world and society which champions such things even accepts such things as normal part of society.
So at the moment I am fighting to keep myself positive and to simply keep going without doing something stupid while putting on a face that I am fine with the world knowing it is a lie.
Feeling powerless is one of the most destructive thoughts someone with depression can have!
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