After a mixed few days today all I want to do is sleep and hide from the world though what does nt help I am little worried that I do not have issues with my broadband over the next week. All this caused by a company really cocking up our broadband change over to a point we decided to stay with our current provider.
As per usual the worry has triggered off my depression along with all thoughts and feelings associated with it. I should be used to it now but as always it knocks me for six and it gets me to a point when I have rebuild myself yet again.
The biggest issue I have at the moment is I am bored with my life and work but too tired to actually do anything about it. This not helped by onset of Winter and shorter days which always trigger darker thoughts in me. Though even with dark thoughts and of being bored I am still bit more upbeat about Christmas period mainly because work has become less of a source of stress in my life.
Strange thought being I may be bored as the stress and heart ache caused by work over the past few years has stopped which was something which dominated by life so much it stopped me moving forward. Now it has gone it has left me at a lose end and very tired wondering what to do next and how to move on!
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