I having a quiet morning as per usual blogging mostly because I need to so I can fight my depression and let out some anger and frustration with the world around me before it eats me up inside. It is a very predictable life at the moment but at least it is structured in a strange way. I suspect that Winter and shorter day are having effect on me in so much it is making me constantly tired and feeling more down.
One good thing about writing in my journal is the very effect that to write is a creative process in itself and relieves some of the frustration I have currently because I am not very creative. Though I do have to force myself between chores this afternoon to work on the Role-Playing Game I want to run when I find the Players locally.
On this point I am not only one who is having difficulty finding Role-Players locally as the owner of the local Gaming Shop is having the same issue. I have to think of another tact how to find players locally though currently I have to fight myself to do anything.
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