Almost half way through my holiday and finally feeling rested even to a point that my leg is not aching as much as when I am at work. What has become very clear my work mentally has taken a lot more out of me than I expected as all I have wanted to do this week is sleep and keep away from people.
Only now I am starting to feel human again and wanting to do something other than sit at home and feel sorry for myself because I am not creative and cannot find any role-players locally. Also helps I have stopped worrying about such things as they will happen if they are meant too.
This not worrying about things has already had it first effect as finally I have an idea about the first Role-Playing Game I want to run when I find local Role-Players. Add to this I have enough inspiration to actually write things down in a form they can be used to start a game off which is my own style of Role-Playing. After all one thing I learnt with running Role-Playing Games you can write the start of a game and know where it should end but there is no point writing the middle as you can never predict where the Players will go. It is more fun to allow the Player Characters determine the direction of the story within a Role-Playing Game.
As always I sound more upbeat again because I am rested but like always something else will cause my moods to bounce around again as my life seams to cover a spectrum of being happy to down. It seam it is my lot in life and like most things nothing really to be worried about in the end.
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