At the moment the holiday is a much needed rest away from people and the stress they can cause my depression. It is also a time to collect my thoughts together especially over my future especially with work and social life or lack of both of which need to change sooner than later.
Typically currently my depression is determining how I interact with people even if I want do do anything so as it is always time to push myself again to do something as after all the motivation has to come from within myself to change my life. It never helps that currently life is tad too comfortable if little tight financially for me want to do anything.
Currently not helped by the fact I cannot find any role-players locally which has come to shuddering halt with no success even after few weeks looking on-line which has been very disheartening for me currently. I need to think of another tack to find role-players as I need to get back to role-playing as it will give my creative side much needed exercise and that social life I crave currently.
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