It not been the best start to the week with usual issues of lack of money our end to do anything we like to do though we have managed to dodge the problem this time and highly likely we will again as we always have knack of living by seat of our pants.
Work strangely after the holiday started off remarkably quiet though I think because some people have had nasty shock they have to actually work for their living. Strangely I am filling in for the lack of capable staff at work so once again not doing the much needed job I am actually paid to do.
All I can say welcome to modern business practices when they employ too few people without the full set of skill to do the jobs they are given are in effort to keep the cost down. Then they wonder why British worker is not as productive as the Government claim as the employers fail to pay the workers a real living wage and fail to give them the training to the jobs in the first place.
Now I am back on the anti-depressants again my mind has settled down and once again can get focus on important thing again like getting new job rather than be occupied by trivial matters which frankly really should not even a second thought as I have no real control over them. It always works like this when I start off the anti-depressants something one of my Doctors claimed this never happened which just showed how little they know about depression itself.
So as usual life goes on and I am trying to focus so hard on the more positive aspects of my life in effort I can start to move forward and not get trapped in the negative aspects of my life and not move on!
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