But I think because the fact actually writing is something you have to by yourself that is either you are by yourself with a laptop or piece of paper in front of you it fires my depression because of that. It’s the fact that you get no real feed back instantly or feels like you have actually achieved or created anything as such.
All this not helped by the fact anything I have done with my life has had a more tangible result to it be it computer programming to merchandising a shop. That is you can actually see what you have created and achieved by doing something.
I still have to get my mind around writing itself is a very personal affair which the results are just ideas and the such in words which can be read by others so it has not real tangible result as the other things I have done elsewhere in my life.
So sometimes I feel both so lonely writing and if I have not achieved a thing regardless of the fact I have!
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