Regardless I am not looking forward to work tomorrow because of the people and atmosphere I am going into which is effecting my depression adversely, I have managed today to have a better attitude about the world around me.
All helped by the fact I have managed to sit down and write some journal entries though as always never the best writing. But as always they have served their purpose in so much they help me cope with my depression and the world around me.
So in the end today has been a nice relaxing day which has got my mood in a stable and contented mood which is different and more positive than the last few days. It will be much needed in the next few days as I ease myself into work again.
I have being telling self all today that I should not allow work to grind me down as it is not that important to my life. That is I only have one life to live and get right and I can always get another job if the current one is not right. This is far more healthier view of life than lot people around me who put too much emphasis on work rather than their life.
Now I have actually dome something to find Role-Players in my local area I have started to think of the sort of Pole-Playing Game I’d like to run and going back to one of my old favourites which is a Vampire: The Masquerade Chronicle. I have always loved running such games especially when the players themselves determine the general direction of the chronicle plus I also want to find out how a Chronicle format I have played before actually pans out.
So in the end today has been a better day than in a long while and I am in the end not as worried about tomorrow and work as I was over the last few days.
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