I mind as well be invisible at the moment at it seams everyone around me does not take a blind bit of notice of what I say or do. Then they wonder why I am in a constant bad mood as it is not the most pleasant place to be!
What ever I say and do it matters little to everyone around me regardless if it is right or wrong and it makes me feel like I mind as well not be here as I am getting nothing out of life in general.
At the moment it really feels like everyone talks at me even at home rather than talk to me and feels like everyone is deciding things for me without consulting myself. I get constantly accused to saying things I have never said by people around me!
In the end I mind as well not be here as everyone else has decided where my life will go and ignoring me totally. Then they wonder why I sit in front of the computer most of the time as it is only time I can say something and have something I actually have a control over currently!
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