Has not been the best few weeks for me as magic to life both at home and work have gone mostly because of the people around me sort of making me feel down and annoyed. This regardless of the fact that I am basically calm and contented inside.
I think the anger reflects the world we have created for ourselves which is an angry and confrontational world which those nice and relaxed people have no real place in it any more. So for me it is getting more and more difficult to exist in such a world as it constantly fires my depression even when I am on the anti-depressants.
After this week I have been feeling totally disconnected with both the world and people around to a point I really do not want to interact with it any more as both are not worth the trouble. Just means I have been feeling lost the last few days to a point all I want to do is sit around and do nothing regardless I have so much I want to do.
There is always a faint hope next week will be better!
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