After the visit to the Doctor today I feel a little better in myself but I still feel tired and unable to concentrate on anything really constructive but I have started another tack to learning to deal with my depression which involves both tablets and real therapy sadly only something I got with a change of Doctor and moving into town.
So now there is some hope I start to feel human again this time not at the expense of my creative side which currently I am missing big time and driving me to massive distraction.
I know the whole process is going to take time and I know why my depression has come back with a vengeance mostly due to the fact life has gone quiet again and slowly moving forward after the move in the new house at the start of this year. It as if I have relaxed and had time to think which has allowed my depression creep in because of the stress of the move itself.
I doubt I am not only one who has had same experience but nevertheless it is still not a very pleasant place to be currently!
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