I may have two weeks off work which frankly much needed as work has been getting on top of me to a point of aggravating my depression badly, I am still feeling slightly out of it and isolated from the world around me!
I know it is my depression and I know why it is doing it as for a short time we here have a rest bite from the constant struggles of everyday life because of a bonus. It is as if my mind is rebelling against the fact that I can actually be happy and contented even for a short while.
But it is a very disconcerting and nasty place for me to be currently making life into almost a drag and stopping me doing anything which I would call constructive. I am even finding writing this journal difficult to do.
Though as always I have to struggle on as I have a partner and three dogs to look after which gives me a positive focus to my life and reattaches me back to what we all call reality.
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