Journal of a Lost Soul Part CCCLXIII

Posted: 30 May, 2014 in Journal, Life

Friday is finally here but unlike other people it’s not quite happy as other people as it is spoilt by last shift at work tomorrow. This is something I am not looking forward too as frankly I have been put in a position in work by other circumstances out of my control but not others control which I really do not want to be.

This is having an effect on my depression which is currently meaning I am waking up early in the morning with my mind going over such minor things again and again to a point it’s meaning I am dreading waking up again. Luckily at the moment I am falling sleep fine but I suspect that is because of the depression itself overtiring me out in the day.

I made a decision this morning to go to the Doctors in my two weeks off and finally do something different to control my depression as it leaving me in a vicious circle trapped in a job I really do not want to do any more mainly because of some people around me who I feel are eating away my confidence and self worth.

So even now there is a small hope I can break the cycle I find myself in!

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: I also have a small personal social network which is invitation only just follow the link to Luther’s Chosen Few.

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