Friday is finally here but unlike other people it’s not quite happy as other people as it is spoilt by last shift at work tomorrow. This is something I am not looking forward too as frankly I have been put in a position in work by other circumstances out of my control but not others control which I really do not want to be.
This is having an effect on my depression which is currently meaning I am waking up early in the morning with my mind going over such minor things again and again to a point it’s meaning I am dreading waking up again. Luckily at the moment I am falling sleep fine but I suspect that is because of the depression itself overtiring me out in the day.
I made a decision this morning to go to the Doctors in my two weeks off and finally do something different to control my depression as it leaving me in a vicious circle trapped in a job I really do not want to do any more mainly because of some people around me who I feel are eating away my confidence and self worth.
So even now there is a small hope I can break the cycle I find myself in!
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