Another fun day off ahead with usual chores and other things to do all in perpetration for the move ahead. The move has been delayed again by the Solicitors but the move is definitely going to happen just a matter of when.
Work has been good again this week all helped by the fact the anti-depressants have kicked in and this time in a different way than the previous way as this time they have both given me a more positive outlook to life and allowed me to actually feel again.
I know what I said about feeling is a strange thing to say but if you actually asked anyone who suffers from depression they will tell you while in depression you do not actually feel real emotions as such other than a constant negative feeling about life.
People at work have noticed at work some of which like the new me because of my positive outlook and new found enthusiasm to life.
So today is day of rest before another day of work which now I don’t dread but almost look forward to as the day brings new challenges. As the Chinese say a problem is and opportunity which seams very appropriate for me currently.
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