Well it seams the world is back to be kind to us as finally the spring weather has decided finally to arrive here which certainly made living in a house without heating a lot more easier and less of a bind.
But the effect of the stress over the past few weeks and about our future here has started to take it’s toll on us here especially myself in so much I am starting to feel constantly tired even if I get a good night’s sleep. Add to this a general feeling of being under the weather physically which in itself is a vicious circle as it always makes you feel worse because of it.
At the moment I am quieting down inside as a defence against everything around me with faint hope of things will change all in an effort to get myself back to a level state again though currently I always have in the back of my mind that next thing to go wrong is just around the corner. This is never a pleasant feeling to have and can be self propagating if I am not careful!
Saying all this with the weather getting better and work settling back into a better routine all helped with a more mature attitude from certain members of management and fact the main culprit of lot of the trouble there being off again.
At home I am back to maintaining and customising my Linux desktops to use packages which are easier to use and suit the way I use the computer with a lot of success. All this a very useful exercise as it keeps my hands in maintaining computers and keeping my research skills fresh.