Being me at the moment is not much fun for myself and people around me as the constant worrying about money is making me very grumpy and constantly worried even when I do my food shopping. All this not helped by general frustration that there seams no escape from my current job and people who surround me who frankly on the whole are people who I really would not associate with normally even in normal conversation outside of socializing.
Personally I really do not find it a good place to be especially when I see no escape at the end so in the end I am getting myself wrapped up in my own despair and I feel useless and a failure trapped in a life I really do not want any more.
All a little ironic in so much I do actually like my current job when I am allowed actually do it and it actually what I need physically a job with a physical side to it to stop certain physical problems I have currently.
Half the art at the moment is finding something which breaks this cycle of despair I am in currently in!
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