The One Rule!

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Currently there is only one rule how I write and that is to write from the heart and spontaneously as ideas make themselves known in my own mind, especially the entries in this journal.

It sort of works for me but does mean sometimes the topics either jump around or worked to death on the journal but my mind has never been very focused if anything jumps from subject to subject in very quick succession.

But for me writing from the heart is working so for short time I will keep doing it.

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I am Never Going to be Happy With My Writing!

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This is odd thing to say that I am never going to be happy with my writing all because I still think that it is never going to be good enough to be taken seriously.

This feeling has it’s roots in my schools days during which no one encouraged me to write and empress myself, if anything some people, including teachers, when out of their way to discourage it with ridicule and discouraging comments. This has always coloured my life until I finally started to battle by depression.

But in the end it will always mean I will never be happy with what I write even if others say it is good as my early life has coloured my view of my writing but I will carry one just in case I finally exorcise this demon!

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

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Blogging is Good For The Soul!

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The one thing has become very clear as I have blogged over the years is that it has certainly helped with my depression rather than hindered it. That is it has helped me to get certain feelings including anger and frustrations out of my mind into a written form which has enabled me to release such feeling from my mind where they would of just gone around and around.

This for anyone who has ever suffered depression is very therapeutic as such circular thinking can cause a lot of problems with depression itself which always ends up with obsessive thoughts and turning what is a trivial matter into something which frankly was never important in the first place.

So for me my blogging has always released these thoughts making me feel much better in my self and means I can move forward rather than backwards as my depression would like me to do.

It also had a very pleasant side effect too as it has also boosted my self confidence and believe in myself and released a creative side which I believed I never had though it is still a bit rough and in the past was suppressed both by my depression and those around me who went out of their way to bully it out of me!

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: If you are interested in my small social network just follow the link to On the Other Side!.

Sweet Irony of This Journal!

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The biggest irony of this whole Journal is the fact it takes some creative thinking writing the blog entries themselves. That is not making things up but by putting my thoughts and opinions it exercises both my creative and imaginative side.

Those of you who read my journal on a regularly will know I can complain a lot about my creative side not being used enough because I am tired and the such. Strangely in this very journal itself!

It’s taken the more slower side of my brain to finally dawn on me that the very act of writing this journal exercises both my creative and imaginative sides exactly the things I was moaning about the lack of in my life!

All part of being human sometimes we fail to see what is under are own noses.

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