Good Bye to Mr Angry!

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As once again I come out of a long down caused by my depression the one thing this time I am noticing is the passing of the constant anger about things a lot of which I had no control over or such trivial matters they really were not worth the effort in the first place.

This does not mean I now do not get angry or annoyed with things but now I am starting to take things in to perspective and not turn the anger and annoyances into obsessive thoughts which I could not let go. Also I am still passionately hate and get angry over things but at least now I let go of the such feeling quickly when they surface.

All in all it has meant my life for both myself and others around me has been a lot easier recently as such pointless anger can make life so much harder for everyone and most definitely caused by the depression itself.

Anger has always been part of my downs of my depression where it comes from I still not do not totally understand but it is part of my downs of my depression and always has been. I suspect it comes from the sense of isolation and feeling uselessness I always get when in a down.

But as always it is always pleasant when Mr Angry has gone as my mind is a lot quieter without angry obsessive thoughts so I can start to focus on other things which slowly come back as I come back out of my depression.

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My Republican Feelings Are On The Rise!

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As I get more and more disillusioned with the British Establishment as a whole as it gets more and more remote from the people it once served and includes both our Parliament and Royal Family the more my Republican feelings increase!

This is at total variance to how I was brought up which was with a respect of the Royal Family and the Queen herself but over the years both the various scandals surrounding the Royals themselves and the fact they are the figurehead of an establishment which has cared less and less for the people it serves, I have started to turn away from them and question their very existence and importance to the country.

I am slowly coming to conclusion for this country to move forward into a new brighter future we need to get rid of both the establishment and the Royal family themselves as both under the pretence of representing a British Tradition which represents a long gone Empire and way of life which frankly has no real place in our modern United Kingdom.

If anyone has actually been watching what has been happing in the United Kingdom would of noticed that as a nation we have become a multi-cultural, a multi-faith and remarkably tolerant nation.

But this is tempered by an establishment and Royals who still represent a United Kingdom which is still Christian and very British to a point that there are still some within the establishment who believe we have empire and demand respect from the rest of the world because we are British.

Then we wonder why our whole establishment including Parliament is so out of step with the rest of the United Kingdom as it simply does not have the same views as the country it now represents. Add to this it has become a self serving and self perpetuating system which clings to out dated even archaic traditions because the people within it are too afraid, too greedy and still drunk with the power the establishment gives them even at the cost of the United Kingdom and it’s people future.

I have always been of the view it is time we as a people took steps to remove those within the establishment who have been holding our country back from a brighter future and locked in a past which has long gone or should have been long gone.

And the best start of this change is to finally remove the Queen and Royal family from power and declare a Republic in doing so removing the figurehead of the establishment forcing them to change of be next.

As a final note if I wrote this blog entry some decade ago about the Republic here in United Kingdom I could have been arrested as it was illegal to have such sentiments here in the United Kingdom!

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I Am Not a Radical!

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Some of the things I say in my journal here may seam a bit radical and extreme to some people but it is not what I am.

In truth I am someone who is getting more and more frustrated with the modern world, not because I growing older, but because no one really learns anything new or moves forward any more. Something as I get older is getting worse rather than better because I am slowing growing more disillusioned and unhappy with the way the world around me works currently.

I have kept quiet too long because of my depression robbing of the confidence of actually standing up and saying something because I lacked the confidence to speak out so as I grow older to make up for this I am starting to be more vocal about what I see is wrong with the world around me.

But if someone calls me a radical because I now have the confidence to speak out so be it as I rather be classed as radical than sit silently and suffer like a lot of people around me do!

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Sooner a Revolution Comes the Better!

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More and more I observe this modern world of ours we have created the more and more I get disillusioned and angry of the world we have all collectively built.

It’s not the utopia we and our forefathers were lead to believe with the advent of new technologies but a hard edged world which glorifiers the individual, triviality and money above anything else. A world where business and making money has pushed aside the basic humanity from the poor who have to do anything to survive to the rich in their ivory towers.

The world we have created for ourselves is no better than it was in Victorian times even the Dark Ages of Europe which massive inequalities, open bigotry and an over class who want to rule an oppressed underclass.

All supported by governments who serve the new over class rather than the people that actually voted them in which the politicians making all the right noises to the electorate but getting ever fatter off the new over class. All supported by media which spread misinformation to blatant lies how bad the world is to scare people into line strangely owned by the new over class.

What is worse the general populous of the world, especially in the West, know this is going on with few vocal few pointing it out but they seam happy or too lazy to do anything as lot of the time they have actually fell for the media’s manipulation. All not helped by this sense of individualism and basic need to survive which means as long as they are all right jack the world can screw itself even if it is at the subtle eroding of their hard won freedoms.

We as a world are coming out of an economic crash caused by the incompetence and criminal mismanagement of the banking systems in the West especially in the United States but have we learn anything from it and have those who caused the problems been punished?

The answer is no they are still in same positions within the Banks, other financial businesses and even in government doing exactly the same as they did before and as rich and powerful as they were before the economic crash they caused. They will create an economic boom which will be a fragile as the last economic boom in the 1990s which because of it’s foundations is almost doomed to end in yet another economic crash this time could be of an even more monumental scale!

Eventually things should not of stayed the same after the economic crash we should as a whole done something as a society to change things as in Iceland those responsible should have been brought to justice and the whole way Western Capitalism worked should have been brought under the spotlight and both reformed and its act cleaned up.

As I said it is getting a time we need to change things as currently our modern world is doomed for collapse in a spectacular way under it’s own weight, apathy and stagnation. What will be left will not be a pleasant world to live in if there is still a world left that is.

All this is a very stark view of the world but it need to be to get people really thing about the world around them before it is too late plus remind them that we can actually do something about it as what has been shown from recent history that normal people can change the world peacefully and without wars.

As I said at the start sooner a revolution comes the better even if this revolution is just a basic change of how we think and view about the world around us as thing have to change befoe it is too late!

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A Mad World?

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If we totally believe the news being fed to us by the media in the West the world has gone mad and full of the evil of Islamic terrorists and groups who are so powerful the West is threatened by an invasion from the Middle East who will sweep away the Christians and start a new dark age!

But if you actually think about what is happening in the world and actually look back over the full history of humanity and considering over the last 50 years or so we have had peace especially here in Europe we have forgotten the simple fact that the world has always been like this.

One thing humanity seams to be very good at is fighting each other over our history and if we look back the current sectarian war in Iraq really nothing new as some 500 years ago we in Europe were at exactly the same sort of wars between Catholics and Protestants with same effects and loss of innocent lives.

But if we are to believe the media we are heading for a disaster of biblical proportions but you have to wonder why a Christian dominated West especially in United States are painting such a picture of the world?

It simple it is to distract the population from the fact that their own governments and corporations are failing both them and their economy. Add to this they are using the people’s fear to make them more compliant to their needs that is reduce their freedoms and allow the companies to get cheaper labour!

But as always people listen to the media in the West but do not question or actually look into what they are being told. As I said before who needs oppression when the population is so apathetic!

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Just Why Do We Still Define Ourselves By Our Job?

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What I still find fascinating people in our modern world still define themselves by their job all made stranger by the fact over our careers, unlike the past, we tend to have number of jobs. It did make more sense in the past as we tended to follow our fathers into their trade and with lack of a surname it made sense to use the person’s trade as a surname to distinguish between people.

But in the modern world, especially with faster and easier communication, and advent of surnames it makes less sense to me why people still define themselves by their trade or job. Though I suspect it’s because in our modern world, due to unnecessary pressures on life put on by governments and corporations, people live to work rather than work to live. That is they put their career and earning of money before themselves and family which has resulted in some problems in the fabric of our society.

Even I have fell into same trap in my 30s to a point work dominated my life at the expense to my personal life and hobbies which ended up with myself living to work rather than working to live.

But in later years, especially when I started to do something about my depression, I started to realise that this was not a healthy thing to do especially in a year I did not work at all because of my depression. I came to the conclusion it was better to define myself as me and the favourite things and interests as they defined me better than my job which has become now a means to earn money rather than my life.

In the end I have been more happier and comfortable with this new definition of myself as it is close to what defines me as my job does not define me any more.

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A Film Industry Lacking New Ideas!

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Most modern films now lack any real substance and attempt to blind their audiences with fancy visual effects in a flimsy attempting to hide this fact. This is also now true for television series, especially from the United States something we are constantly bombarded with here in the United Kingdom, which also wow their audiences with so called interesting contents but again if you stood back and actually looked hard and thought about the series themselves they really lack real substance or real story lines once again.

I know I may be a very fussy film and television viewer but I have lived long enough and watched enough films and television over the years to see the slow decline of the quality of both films and television programs even on the BBC itself. I doubt if I am not only one who has noticed this fact and I suspect I am not only one to notice that over the years money has become more important than the substance of the films and television programs themselves.

But it really shows our film and television industry in our modern world is flat and lacks any real new ideas which is shown by it constant output of remakes and sequels of both films and television series. It looks like the music industry both film and television industries really lack any new ideas and allowed money not new ideas run their industry so like the music industry their output quality has dropped to almost grossly dross.

What makes this all worse is the viewing public actually fall for this glossy film only looking at the visual effects almost ignoring the real lack of substance behind the films and television series themselves. It really says a lot for modern man who seams to have lost the basic love and need for good stories their ancestors had something which does not bode well for mankind in general.

It is as if the film and television industry is destroying by their focus on profits are destroying something basically human and cultural that is human skill and need for story telling. Something which has always been important to the development of our very cultures, beliefs and the oldest way man learnt new things. If we finally lose the basic ability to weave a story we will lose something which basically makes us human and closer to an automaton who just lives and works.

Though we can be hopeful that out of all this dross a few individuals within both the Film and Television Industry still produce good films which get people thinking and produce something has real story and plot.

Myself I am getting very disillusioned with a film and television industry which continually produces lack lustre films and series then being bombarded with them on the media especially from the United States. It also makes me very sad to see once great industry, much like Music Industry, dying on it feet and the fact people will not fight this decline but just be fooled by smoke and mirrors they put in front of them!

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Religion in Schools in a Multicultural and Multiracial Society Is Wrong!

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What a recent Ofsted report here in the United Kingdom has highlighted to myself and other like myself that religion now has no place in our schools any more especially in a multicultural and multiracial society we have here now in the United Kingdom.

I have never been totally comfortable with Schools especially in my early days at Primary School being Christian or Christian orientated as I was brought up in a family who regarded schools as a place to learn academic and useful things for my future career not religion which was something which should have been left in the likes of Sunday School not the mainstream schools.

This has been a view I have taken to may adulthood and my views have been further enforced by the recent events in Birmingham over an alleged Muslim take over of a number of schools there which may or may not have happened. Then combine this we number of other worrying trends in other schools elsewhere in the United Kingdom which are now run and funded by fundamental Christian groups some of which have connections to the Creationists in the United States I am starting to wonder if religion should be taken out of the schools totally.

From what I can see both Christian and Muslim alike by meddling in schools here in the United Kingdom have damaged our education system in a fundamental way as both groups can be accused of using schools here to indoctrinate the young of their respective communities and watering down the real job of the schools here in the United Kingdom which is to educate the next generation with academic and practical skills they need to be productive citizens in the future.

What schools are not in my view should not be places of teach people religious morals and doctrines but how to be good citizens in society in a secular way as now the young are growing up in a multicultural and multiracial society. So if anything the one thing our schools should be teaching the young is tolerance not the intolerance and bigotry religion introduces in to schools currently.

But as Always the Coalition government here rather than tackling the problem by removing religion form the schools as they should they do a knee jerk reaction both politically correct and ineffective to attempt the control of schools by so called extremists of any sort.

My personal view is we as a nation should force the government to take back the control of all schools and remove all their connections with any religion, and I mean any religion, even down to renaming the old Church of England schools to remove the Christian Saints from their names. On top of which if any Christians, Muslims even Jews want to teach their religious doctrine and culture they should be forced to do it outside of the mainstream school system at their own expense not at the states and taxpayers expense.

I know what I have said some people may find a little extreme and it is not said because I am Agnostic Atheist but because as someone who believes in the purity of learning not being watered down or twisted by inappropriate religious doctrine which frankly has no real place any more in our modern society here in the United Kingdom!

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Auschwitz: Evil of Man!

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Auschwitz is a name which should be etched into our very souls least we forget the evil that was perpetuated there and other places!

It was one of the main Concentration Camps in which the Nazi’s carried out their Final Solution of the Jews. Something that some people even now denied happened.

This name represents an evil men can do to each other. We have the capacity to do more evil than the metaphysical Christian Demons and Devils. Evil is not in Hell but for a short time a living hell existed within the Concentration Camps like Auschwitz.

We need to learn from this and kept being reminded of this fact least we do it again.

But this is a faint hope of mine as Humanity will do it again, and it has. Humanity still finds it easy to persecute a group because of their religion. It has started again in Europe and America and like last time people justify this hate and fear as defending their Homelands!

Remember Auschwitz before we all let our fears and hate rule over our hearts because if we do not stop demonising a group at the moment it will eventually lead to the same answer again!

I ask could we live with this again?

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Some Jobs Can Destroy Creativity!

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I know that jobs are basically there to earn money to live and do not have to be most interesting or intellectually stimulating but what I am finding that such jobs are starting making me feel that I am losing all my creativity and imagination.

It feels like I am getting lost in a sea of indifferent greyness and what making me, me along my creativity is being sucked out of me. All to a point all I can do when I get home is either just sit in front of the television or go around around the same web sites on the internet slowly getting bored of life.

It starts to become a very vicious circle I find myself trapped in which I know how to escape but too tired and lethargic to actually break!

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Stop Judging Me By Your Low Morals?

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This is a plea to those people I have to deal with everyday both in and out of work to stop judging me or forcing on me their own moral codes, ethics and even opinions as I am starting to find it deeply offensive!

It seams a growing number of people in the modern world are far too lazy to a point they actually think that everyone thinks, acts and have the same outlook to life to them. Mostly due the fact they cannot communicate effectively with other people and even think on a high enough level to understand that not everyone is the same.

I suppose what does not help them in this modern world of ours is a media and peers around them which bombard them with messages and images which imply that everyone is the same or should be same. Such things that everyone is driven by money and status or even that everyone, especially males, like cars and football.

Basically what it shows is just how lazy, disconnected and self-centred modern man has become to a point they believe the world centres around them and they do not have the basic imagination or empathy to understand we are all different!

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Once Only Fascists Got Me Angry!

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Fascists and extreme Right Wingers still get my blood boiling because of their political views and the fact they spread hate over trivial things of race, religion and peoples sexuality.

But now I am starting to grow angrier with conservatives in general, be they the Conservative party or conservatives in the guise of the Labour party here in United Kingdom, because all they seam to want to do is perpetuate a system come establishment which simply does not work for anyone other than those privileged few it serves. All this at the expense of the society and people they claim serve.

In the end all they seem to achieve is a society doomed to suffer the exactly same mistakes again and again rather than a society which moves forward to things new something a growing and vibrant society need to do to simply survives.

What makes me so angry with the conservatives in general even their supporters is their attitude that they are right and none can question their actions as to do so is to go against them. The fact they brand anyone who questions them as a liberal or left wing and try to humiliate and be little them in the hope the people in question go away or give up.

Add to this an almost inbuilt hated and fear of change among the conservatives which is slowly strangling society in question slowing destroying the thing they so strive to keep. Anyone who has even cursory looked at history will know a society which stopped moving is doomed to destroy itself or collapse under it’s own weight.

So in the end it is not only fascist which are making me angry but conservatives in general for very similar reasons!

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UKIP is Still Part of the Problem!

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I have to feel sorry for all those people who voted UKIP in the hope that they would bring a difference to the United Kingdom as a whole and solve the current problems we have here, in so much UKIP much like the major political parties here in United Kingdom are part of the problem here.

UKIP is still part of an establishment here in the United Kingdom, that is an establishment which cares for that small majority of United Kingdom citizens who are very rich or born to the right part of society while leaving the rest of the citizens to fend for themselves. Though they do throw a few little crumbs every few while to keep them happy and fooled they actually care for them. Sadly this majority always fall hook line and sinker for this trick.

UKIP, like BNP before it, is just a different facet of what is wrong with politics and politicians here in the United Kingdom in so much they are only self serving and disconnected from the actual electorate that voted them in. It is as if they live on a different planet to the electorate they serve a planet where everything is perfect and people under them should be grateful for anything they give them even if it means they take away some of their freedoms in the name of themselves getting richer and more powerful.

Do the people think that the leader of UKIP, Nigel Farage, actually believes what he is selling politically that he stands for a better United Kingdom?

The simple fact Nigel Farage and his cronies simply want power, to perpetuate the establishment and if anything make it even more powerful so the rich and privileged can prosper even more on the backs of the rest of the citizens of the United Kingdom.

UKIP and Nigel Farage himself are exactly like the major three political parties and their politicians here in the United Kingdom in so much they are full of empty promises, self serving and simply do not give a dam about anyone than themselves.

Basically UKIP is still part of the problem with politics here in the United Kingdom!

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UKIP: The Hollow Gains!

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UKIP may of done well in some local council elections here in the United Kingdom and they are crowing about it claiming they are now a serious party but they have really not thought through what has actually happened.

I must not be only one who has caught on to what has actually happened here if you look at the results of the elections in question which has been a resounding comment on the current Conservative/Liberal Democrat Coalition Government and it’s current Labour opposition in Parliament here in the United Kingdom.

Basically the people of the United Kingdom are fed up of the empty policies and politics of all the three major Political Parties over the past decades who have successfully brought a once great nation to it knees politically, economically and even morally.

It is just a sad fact that UKIP was at the right place at the right time to take advantage of this dissatisfaction of the electorate so they may of got voters for various reasons but it was not certainly for their political prowess or the fact they are a real alternative to the major political parties here.

In truth UKIP is really no different to the major three political parties here in so much it’s own policies and politics is as tired and bland as the rest, if anything even more archaic and dated than other political parties. They were just here at the right time to take advantage of a political system which is detached from it’s own electorate to a point they have aliened themselves from them.

There is always a faint hope that the current political establishment wakes up to what has just happened in the local council election here and start to really engage with their voters and supporters again else the likes of UKIP will continue to make gains leading the country into deeper trouble politically!

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All That is Left of Me!

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At the moment all that is left of me and myself are my blogs, writing and musings here. It really feels like currently that my life is empty and hollow not helped by a feeling of being lost and detached with the world around me.

It feels like that world around me has leached all that once made me what I am. That is my creativity, imagination and love of a life which was never that exciting but interesting.

Worse still the general apathy, conformity and self centred people which surround me have eroded any confidence I had to be different and an individual to a point all I want to do is drift through a life because I am too tired to fight any more.

So all that is left of me is a hollow husk with someone screaming with frustration and anger deep within it!

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