A Much Needed Release!

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At the moment blogging is giving me that much needed release from my depression and my frustration about the world around me caused by it. It is currently stopping me feeling trapped in a job with some people I really do not want to be associated with as it gives my a vent for my frustration and release the feelings.

It giving me a voice something which has been suppressed by my depression and those around me who have taken advantage, most of the time unknowingly on their part, of it to suppress me and keep me quiet.

But now I have a voice and release I am going to use it to change my life, keep me sane and voice my dissatisfaction of what is going on around me in the world around me!

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Journal of a Lost Soul Part CDVIII

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Today has been the sort of day I needed away from people writing blog entries which have put the worlds to right sort of thing I have to do every few while. Though it is not surprising I wanted a day way from people writing as after previous few weeks some people around me have managed to fire of my depression with their actions some of which were very unthinking.

Though I still feel strangely unsatisfied about today as it feels like I have achieved nothing even been creative regardless of the fact I have written blog entries. It wonderful just how my depression robs me of any satisfaction gained from any creative endeavours I do but I keep fighting the feeling and slowly winning.

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

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A Personal View of the Union’s Future!

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After the Scottish Referendum here in the United Kingdom it has got me thinking about the future of the United Kingdom especially with the actions of the Westminster Government and the establishment which literary bullied the Scottish into voting for the Union by using blatant scare tactics.

In the end I am starting to question why we are allowing ourselves being governed by a government and establishment based in Westminster which put it’s own interests before the people it supposed to serve and pays for it through their taxes.

Once again the Scottish Referendum highlighted yet again that government and the establishment in Westminster has become remote from the people it serves and high time we need reform how we are governed here as it is simply not working and damaging the country and it’s capacity to be both economic and political power in the world!

My personal view on the back of the feeling of the Scottish Referendum we as people should make sure that Westminster firstly does not water down the promises it made to give Scotland for more autonomy. Then once this has been sorted out for those of us in the regions of England to demand more autonomy themselves from Westminster itself as it has constantly failed to serve the regions interests over the past decades putting London and the areas around it first.

Plus if we push for a more decentralized government it will finally bring government back to being closer to the people it serves and break the hold the establishment has had on the government of the United Kingdom. Something we need to do if we are to move forward as a country rather than just to looked at by rest of the world as that quaint little country which is allowed to help the United States every few while.

If this actually happens who knows but if enough people like myself start to think like this and get more vocal in media and elsewhere there is a possibility someone will start to listen. But after the Sottish Referendum we have to keep one eye on Westminster government and establishment which will do anything to keep such sentiments being voiced openly!

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Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

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Westminster is Being Deceptive Again!

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Once again the MP at Westminster, especially the Conservative Party, are being deceptive again focusing on something happening in the Middle East in the hope the British people take their minds off what has just happened in Scotland.

I am talking about the actions of ISIS both in Syria and Iraq which we are being told by our government is a direct threat to our security in so much they could be responsible for yet another terrorist threat to the United Kingdom. Anyone who has been remotely awake for the last 50 years in this country we as a nation have been under the constantly under the threat of terrorist attack from various quarters which included the IRA which actually did actually have a bombing campaign in the United Kingdom.

We already have the laws and intelligence services in place to cope with such terrorist threats in this country and they have been in place and very effective for decades as in recent history the number of terrorist attacks in the United Kingdom have dropped to nothing in recent decades. Plus the intelligence services have been effective at capturing terrorists even potential terrorists and bringing them to justice.

So basically ISIS and it’s terrorists are not a direct threat to the United Kingdom yet or ever likely to be in the near future and the only reason they even got a foothold in the region of the Middle East was because of the instability caused by the actions of Israel and United States in the region else ISIS would of never expanded as fast as they did.

Anyone with the little intelligence here in United Kingdom should wake up why the MPs and Conservative Party are so focused and getting us focused on the so called threat from ISIS as it is to distract us from the fact we just had a vote on independence of Scotland and the people of the regions want more automaton from Westminster and it’s establishment itself.

Plus both the MP and establishment want to use this an excuse to restrict our freedoms here again under the guise of new anti-terrorist laws to fight this new threat from ISIS. Those of you who had been awake and paying attention for last few years, I’ll repeat this to hammer it home, we have had effective laws and security service which has successfully countered such terrorist groups here in the United Kingdom.

All I can say to people around me do not fall for Westminster’s and Conservative Party’s focus on a preserved threat of ISIS, stick to your guns and not allow them to distract you from the real issues of this country which is the creation of a government which actually works and is more answerable to the people of the United Kingdom even if this means more autonomy for the regions or a creation of a Republic.

Wake up people to what Westminster and the Conservative Party are up too before you wake up one day to nasty realisation all you hard won freedoms your forefathers fought so hard to keep!

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Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: If you are interested in my small social network just follow the link to On the Other Side!.

Blogging Can be a Lonely Past Time!

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I know blogging is good for my depression but it does have a paradox as far as I am concerned as when I blog I sit in front of a computer alone writing the blog entries themselves. All not helped that I have no real connection with the people who read my blog other than the blog entries themselves.

This is a paradox which sometimes gives me a problems with blogging and writing in general is this remoteness and the fact I have to sit in front of the computer alone regardless of the fact both can make a connection to someone out there that is the words themselves I write down on the screen or paper.

It is one of the things which makes blogging and the process of writing difficult for me this remoteness but I have to use a force of will to sit down and write when I am in the mood or the inspiration strikes me. Luckily because of my depression the one thing I do have in abundance is a force of will and strength of character to get over this paradox!

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: If you are interested in my small social network just follow the link to On the Other Side!.

Journal of a Lost Soul Part CDVII

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Last few days have not been the best for me regardless that something around me are going better around me in so much we got some old computer hardware which we can use for new computers here. I know this sounds trivial to anyone else but people who know me will know it is a big thing for both of us here.

But inside my own head currently feels like the world around me is shattering and becoming distance from me again because of certain things which have occurred around me which I will not go into here which have meant I feel alone inside again.

I know this sounds very negative but as always I will have good and bad days as I come out of a down caused by my depression and this weekend was one of those times when I went through a minor down.

On a more positive note we have found a group here who walk their dogs as a group on a field next to the castle in my home town which has meant both ourselves and dogs now get some social contact with people with people locally even if it is for a few hours every few while. This will help both myself, partner and dogs as we all get some social contact and start to feel generally better in ourselves. In my case add yet another connection to the world around me so I do not fall inside myself again and allow the depression to take me over again.

As for work it just goes on it’s merry way with the people shooting themselves in the feet in various spectacular ways and speeding towards a precipice in total ignorance. But that reflects our modem world of work and life in which people constantly avoid issues and rocking the boat regardless!

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: If you are interested in my small social network just follow the link to On the Other Side!.

Journal of a Lost Soul Part CDVI

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It has been one of those weekends when thing have both gone well and bad which generally made me sensitive about things especially within Second Life for some strange reason. I suspect even on my anti-depressants my depression has been playing up this weekend as always for no real reason other than it can.

But as always this is my life with my depression a roller coaster of up and downs with strange twist and turns but at least things are still going in the right direction. Though what does not help is constant issues at work caused by people’s actions especially those to with pettiness of politics which is causing more issues for myself and others at work.

Now here starts another battle with myself to make sure work stops dominating my life totally as like the height of my depression because it always ends up with me living for my work rather than having a healthy social life. As always it going to be small steps which include finding a small group of role-players locally.

Strangely I have not been in the mood to be creative this week but unlike before this now does not worry me or frustrate me as now I realise it is perfectly normal these thing happen.

Please Note: If you are interested in a more personal scrapbook of mine just follow the link to Patterns in the Static!.

Please Note: If you are interested in my home page just follow the link to Experiment No. 3.

Please Note: If you are interested in my small social network just follow the link to On the Other Side!.

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